ahg. yesterday and today have been the worst days of my life. hm where to begin?.. yesterday nick came over. and he wanted to go on a bikeride. and wanted to go to ryans i didnt want to go. and i didnt want to ride the bike that he wanted me to so we fought. and then i ran into a stopsign. and i was pissed and i turned too fast and fell. and i have marks on my hands from the gravel a handlebar mark in my stomach and bruises on my leg. and i wouldnt talk to nick because he wouldnt apologize and he made me mad so i hit him and he whammed me back. so i started balling. and then my mom was suppose to go out to get pizza. but then my sister called. which she took the dog, misha out to a park a half hour away from where i live so my mom and sister kathryn went there. and then jason and nick went to frankfords well accually went to nickse house. so i just sat at home.and nick and jason cameback and we got pizza and then kathryn called us and said they still cant find her and she said she beat the shit outta heather and then heather and kathryn came and got us. aorund 10-ish and then it was wet and cold and pitch black and i didnt know the area and there was ditches and a lake and a bunch of shit and there were drunk people havin a party and a guy fishin? dont ask. coz i dont know. so we looked until 1:30-ish and me and nick fought and i spilled water all down my shirt and we didnt find her. so me nick and heather and jason went home.. and my mom and sister camped out in the car in case she came back. and some people said they saw her. so ya i get home and go to sleep for a few hours til like 6-ish and me nick n heather went bac there and we looked for hours n still no luck and i have scratches n shit all over me and i juss feel like crap. and i have thorny shit in my hand cz i grabbed a prickly leafcoz i hd to pee. so ya n i think nicks mad at me and im just goin crazy. we juss got home we made flyers n shit and the park ranger n sheriff ad a bunch of people know,, what more can we do?